My Angel

Dear Aaruni,

My love Aaruni, its been over two months when fate fiddled around nastily and snatched you away from us, since then, life has never been same again. You came to my life as a miracle, showering blessings, a ray of divine hope after prolonged darkness. You were like sweet nectar to my parched soul, first droplets of rainwater embracing gasping Earth.

It still feels like yesterday, when i firstly took you in my arms, cuddled you. You were so little, opened your eyes and smiled and i felt complete, the most beautiful day of my life. I must confess my baby, i hadn't seen a more beautiful wonder before. You had this magic power of weeding out my sorrows, agony, all my failures vanished hearing your chirpy voice. Your voice made me call you my little birdy. I was mesmerized at times, by your sweet innocent gestures making me stand in awe. There had been moments when i feel happy and privileged just by looking at you while you were sleeping .

Gradually you started growing and as you embarked on the journey learning new things, i felt like a proud father. I must acknowledge i was frightened from the beginning for you, even decried the idea of giving solid diet lest you grow up, but you allayed all my fears making me confident of things i couldn't foresee that eventually extracted heavy price. As you started crawling and then waking, it use to make me nostalgic. I missed every moment, embraced every second, as i had the pleasure to grow alongside you.  This complacency made me foolish into believing in destiny taking turn for good, and went along as it fiddled with me, only to wake up from slumber by rude jolt. It has been nightmarish ever since.

I sit in silence sometimes and try to feel the plants that waved at you, birds on lemon tree that you chatted with, pigeon still come in verandah looking for you. Your water tub lay idle, and so are your toys😥.The void created by your loss, the damage incurred is irreparable but soon I discovered, no matter how great my loss was or how deep my grief, the world does not stop. Some people tried sharing pain, some tried to walk along, everyone tried their bit to comfort us in their own way but this misery doesn't subside. On my part, i tried many tricks but futile. I am still struggling relentlessly to come to terms with reality and is learning to live with my loss. Sometimes, i feel my pain is visible to others and i employ ways to deflect attention from my grief.

I have learnt that love never diminishes rather it grows with time. I used to believe the cliché that everything happens for a reason, it is part of God's plan and just need to have faith in him, your loss however made me question this belief. Although a part of me died on that dreaded day of April,time continues to tickle and we carry on with our responsibilities, but it would never be same again. I carried you in my mind while u were still in your mothers belly, and been carrying you in my heart the day you came to this world and will always be part of me till my last breath.

I often ask myself why you had to leave me? I could have held you forever, and I guess in some ways I always will, only just in my heart and not my arms.I don't know if i will ever be able to absolve myself of this unknown guilt that i wasn't with you when you needed me the most. I couldn't save you, had it been possible would have begged almighty to take me along with you.My story continues although your chapter ended, but I will carry you to the end of my book of life.

I will always be your Papa and you my little angel, will cherish every moment we were together.

99 Unforgettable Khushwant Singh - Review

                                  This book is a collection of 99 selected stories both from fictional and nonfictional genres, printed over a period of time. The 99 chapters represents 99 years of this dynamic writer's life, starting from his birth at Hadali in Pakistan till he passed away in 2014, at the age of 99 years in Delhi, the city he adored. The book has many stories from his personal life, his family and friends. One intriguing  thing is the dilemma the writer always finds himself in, is about religion. He brazenly talks about being an atheist but doesn't shied away from praying, which is strange and self contradictory. He argues about his non compromising attitude towards growing communalism in the country as he himself has witnessed the horrors of partition.

                                     The book showcases the versatility and vast knowledge of the Khuswant Singh. He openly reasons about the circumstances for the creation of Pakistan, dives further to reveal the juicy gossips and weaknesses of Pakistan as it seems, he has unlimited access to important dignitaries there. He had a long carrier as a journalist in India and book contains many political encounters of his time. He was biased towards Congress and shamelessly supports it while propagating high morals to others. He was strong witted and didn't shy away from chiding Khalistan terrorists. The writer also dwells on his personal life touching sensitive subjects of sex, unfaithfulness,humor etc. 

This book is a  wonderful collection of various topics about author's life, a colorful tribute to one of the finest writers of India, which was published on the anniversary of Khushwant Singh’s birth. I believe this book is thought provoking and a must read for everyone.

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Slaves - Part 2

                                    Experience has shown that the developing countries are forced by circumstances to do what suits the developed countries most. Rivalries between poor countries are exploited and in order as to defend themselves, poor countries resort to buying modern weapons from the developed countries, thus redirecting their precious resources from development work to indulging in arms race much to the benefit of developed countries .

                                    Some ideas which were popular soon after the Second world war (1939-45) are not valid in practice. It was inferred that the highly industrialized countries, or the developed world, would serve as a "bank" from which capital, skills,technology and management could be transferred through "aid which could raise life to a better quality in the developing countries. It was the general belief among scientists that modem science and technology could flow freely to our developing countries for the benefit of our people. These ideas or premises have been found to be largely invalid. Much to the displeasure of developing countries bottlenecks are created to stifle their growth. Developed countries shy away from sharing advanced technology or simply makes it too expensive even in areas where they are morally and ethically bound like environment sector. Trade secrets, patent laws are methods employed to maintain supremacy .

                                 The developed world thus has succeeded to subvert the growth of political unity among ex-colonies through multiple techniques. In their zeal to guard their interests they have manufactured crisis among different nations. They have successfully manipulated world opinions sometimes through discreet organizations. There are many Western institutes that provide assistance and helped immensely in continuous Western hegemony like the Bretton Woods Institutions, the World Bank (WB) and the International Monetary Fund (IMF), the World Trade Organisation (WTO) and United Nations (UN), the European Union (EU) and the North Atlantic Treaty Organisation (NATO).

                                Without any regard for international institutions that they themselves created and propagate sacrosanct , the club of developed countries have often taken unilateral decisions to punish alleged rogue nation that refuses to toe their line. The shameless conduct has till now butchered millions, maimed many more and toppled regimes world over. The US intervention in Guatemala for fixing wages in 1954 to toppling regimes of Saddam and Kadafi in Libya, killing countless is testimony to the ruthless and mind numbing use of violence by them to shamelessly exploit the weak while maintaining their hegemony in world.

                                      Almost always the SOP (Standard operating procedure) followed by the club is same. In the garb of protecting human rights or protecting the world from WMD’s or similar frivolous accusations they impose economic sanctions often with UN assistance. Through coercion or allurement smaller nations that were former colonies were enticed to support the cause and weaken and segregate target nation. Meantime the all powerful Western media peddles lies thus influences and create public opinion world over. After choking economy of targeted nation, the final act of active Military intervention snuffs the target while club swears victory.

                                  Nothing has changed In the last few centuries and as long as developing countries are divided on flimsy grounds, till they don’t learn to settle disputes in a civilized manner rather then resorting to bloodshed, they will continue to be economically and technologically laggards. They will continue to divert resources for war and thus play puppets in the hands of developed nations. The situation is challenging and the future is bleak as the tyrants are resourceful .

Slaves - Part 1

                                         The word ‘Slave’ sends shivers down the spine when we read about the slave trade from ancient times till the 17th century when it flourished, peaked and subsequently declined. The Africans in Latin America and West, indentured Indian labor in West Indies, Fiji etc remind us about the ghastly practices of the past adopted by effluent Western Nations. The abominable past on which the glamorous present of West is based has umpteen skeletons hidden in their cupboards. The influence of West which was based on technology and innovative ideas transformed the societies world over while destroying the glorious ancient cultures and civilizations .

                                           Many primitive civilizations couldn’t withstand the onslaught of the West and succumbed to their greed, thus wiping out completely from the world. Others that were subdued were savagely plundered but somehow survived with permanent scars. The colonial powers which were scientifically, technologically, economically and militarily far superior from natives loosened their grip and eventually faltered from continuing with colonialism due to subsequent World Wars, which were also, the tipping point of race to control more land and resources while all the ideology and morality propagated to justify the cause is nothing short of lies which these Nations have perfected and inculcated among impressionable minds since 1945.

                                         If  we observe the world order today, we can clearly see through the smokescreen ,(web of lies) the precarious condition of the erstwhile colonies that are still at the mercy of the developed world. Nothing much has changed since the end of Second World War. There is a web of lies which is marketed by powerful Western media which gives us a semblance of accomplishment, unity and International brotherhood . Globalization gives us a farce sense of living In global village where nothing as such thing exists. Any country that doesn’t agree to the diktats of club (developed world) is reprimanded and severely punished. Any country unwilling to toe the line of club is isolated and penalized without any repercussions on the club so where is the universal brotherhood ?

                                           After Second World War in 1940’s and 1950s , new unprecedented realities emerged when scores of colonies threw off the colonial yoke. Ever since they have been struggling to stand on their feet as the Imperialist West devised and perfected new strategies to maintain their hegemony. After attaining freedom, colonies discovered that their economies were very strongly bound to those of their previous masters. For trading they were dependent on the "world market" where pricing of goods was not in their hands, and where numerous discriminatory practices existed. Technological progress, of which they had been deprived, enabled the industrialized countries to offer superior goods at lower prices. And when these ex-colonies wanted to upgrade their technology by their own research and development effort, or even by purchasing foreign technology, the response from most of the developed countries was not helpful. This often made the governments of these countries weak and unstable as it is easy to sow seeds of sedition among poor and illiterate.

                                            Creating dissensions and supporting insurgencies in the name of ‘Human rights’ plays well in the hands of Developed world who eventually becomes arbitrary and makes the developing colonies economically and politically dependent client states. Right now, there exists a cumulative backlog of poverty, ill-health, unemployment and untold misery among vast sections of populations in these countries and these problems are mounting day by day making these countries precariously vulnerable to exploitation by Developed world .